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Name: xXxAznDreamerxXx
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: Berkeley
Gender: Female
Interests: books, anime, wushu, tennis, music, nature, playin pool with Mai,the stars, boys, shoes, and... animals :) hahah and i LOVE FISH ^^
Expertise: i've got KILLER SKILLz in WUSHU... *i wish...* sleeping i'm so proooo at =D bagging fish is my calling... heheh
Message: message me
AIM:  LiLwushuVietGuRL
Member Since:
6/20/2003
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| "if I get sick and get fired it would be all your fault."
I'm going to remember that.
Cause it's okay for me to freeze to death and die. Or heat up the room too much till the point I can't breathe. | | |
| I shouldn't let this get to me, but...
I found out from him that his parents don't really like me. And that they think i'm improper.
Well news to them. They aren't so great either.
1. They are some cheap ass mofos
2. They are so fake
3. They can't cook if their life depended on it
4. They have less money then my family does
5. We make more money then they do
6. I'm 10 times the sales person they are
7. I can run their kind of business better then they can
8. I'm more "real" then they are.
>.> this just makes me feel better to vent.
But really why does image matter so much? I just want to be able to express what i feel.
Just because i have a bad temper at times it doesn't make me a bad person.
They need to live my life and see through my eyes and feel and experience all the shit i have to go through before they sit their and judge me. | | |
| Last i updated i told everyone i got a bunny :] well i have decided to name her Mocha :D MoMo for short =p
At this moment i am in the computer lab at school.
I still feel really fuzzy on what my major is going to be. I'm not sure what exactly i want to do with my life, but what i am certain of is that i want my life to be useful. I have some ideas as to what i want my profession to be.
A writer- but i have major writer's block.
A vet- i love animals!
A doctor- of any kind that isn't too hard =p
A teacher- but i wish they made more. And i don't think i have the grades for that.
I'm also really worried about school. I'm getting pretty bad grades that don't make me very happy at the moment. I should try to focus more and study more instead of playing Perfect World. =[
I don't know how I can get myself to be more serious about school. Recently I have been cutting classes too. But I am proud to say that today is the first day i've been back since last week :] but it's still pretty sad since i've missed 3 days of school =[ I really shouldn't do that any more.... sigh.
I hope that writing in here everyday or every other day will help me reflect on the events in my life and make me realize that cutting school doesn't help me.
So i'm trying to encourage myself :]
Maybe this way i can become a better writer and get over my writers block!
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